Alchemization is Curative
Awareness of consciousness is not enough.
Amidst veils of time
Consciousness, supreme and true
Liberation calls.
(a Haiku)
My poetry professor at the University of Nevada Las Vegas, Claudia Keelan, taught me of the gnostics, the Albigensians, the activists, the negative capability, the mystics, the dedication to being free in the world. Yet, despite all of this exposure and resonance with truth I did not understand the deeper principles of consciousness. She professed that she was "a lyrical poet of the world." She kept turning back to the world without explaining where she had traveled to in understanding. The message was heavy in her choosing to operate in the world as an activist and not a witness, and I missed putting the pieces together of how that related to consciousness. The mystical component was way overshadowed by her intention to the present verb. The -ing.
I love her writing.
Now I understand the components of consciousness. This knowledge only made me more benevolent, so I questioned...
why does this knowledge not cause all people who have it to live in love?
If the elites are awake enough to know that consciousness is the only thing that is real, why are they doing what they are doing? (they have not gone through the alchemical process)
The universal eye that is the sigil for consciousness is hidden in plain sight in every culture all over the world. Two understandings of this are
1. the materialist worldview states that objects have independent states of consciousness stemming from a brain and nervous system.
2. the consciousness only model states that objects don't have consciousness. Consciousness has objects and that there is one supreme state of consciousness in which all appearances appear. Consciousness is looking through our eyes as we are its objects. Fragments if you will.
When my brother in law asked when questioning his Mormon faith "What is all of this, what are we?" I replied, energy. I have since seen that answer as misleading for some. So, now I say...we are all consciousness and the term energy is an agreed upon term for consciousness at various levels of awareness. Einstein knew this at the end of his life.
Despite knowing that consciousness is the only reality, that we are in a consciousness only model of existence (see the upper degrees of Masonry, past the 33rd degree, which is why the all seeing eye is on all of their iconography) the elites keep reiterating the materialist worldview (by awarding Nobel prizes to physicists, or celebrity culture, or conspiracy traps) that perpetuate the materialist worldview in order to maintain control of you.
Once you adopt the consciousness only model of reality everything makes sense that did not make sense before, and absolute liberation becomes your default setting. They can't control you anymore because you know who you are. Everything changes in the way you operate in your life. All of the stories that you were living in become flat one dimensional paper dolls.
In order for you to live inside a story and believe that it is true, which is required for them to maintain control, you have to believe that that story and that reality has dimensionality to it. In order for you to exist in that reality with stories of identity, religion, ideology, politics, all of these dramas, you have to believe that that realm has dimensionality to it and you are actually in there. Your participation is dependent upon the realm being real. Thus, they try to keep un unaware.
Some of us have slipped and looked behind the scene set of the story and see what is really going on and find, as is taught in many different spiritual schools, the way to get back to the real is to go back the way you came. So, let's focus on what we know for sure.
We know that we are.
We may not know what we are, or who we are, or how we got here, but we know that we are.
The I Am.
From the point of view of I Am you become an object to yourself and are living in a world of other objects. The distance between objects is time and space. That is the recipe for three dimensional reality. We have an observer, the observed and the act observation. The Holy Trinity. The Father (Source) makes an object of itself (the Son/you) in the spirit of consciousness (the Holy Ghost). Observer, observed, observation. That is the formula for three dimensional reality. That is why the Holy Trinity exists in almost every culture despite the fact these independent cultures had no way of communication with one another. When you sit outside under the stars long enough in contemplation you realize there is only three things you know for sure. I am, you are and it is.
My dad used to say he didn't know anything except that he would die and I am his daughter. He was close.
If you collapse the observer and what is being observed as two points in the same consciousness you get the top of the pyramid with the all seeing eye. The Supreme Reality. Absolute Consciousness. This is where you start to realize that all stories have no dimensionality to them. Without an observer or an object to observe there is no dimensionality to any stories. Rather, they are just playing out on the screen of awareness. Therefore, they have no power over you because you are not an object that is in the story. You are the witness of the story. Bare witness...for you are the all seeing eye that has apparently been thrust into a body and is living in this world.
But the world, the body and the mind that registers it all are all being witnessed by awareness. That is what you are. Knowing this is being in the Supreme State.
Pretend you have a live go-pro on your chest uploading info for Source.
When you live in that supreme state nothing has any power over you. You realize that you are god.
With the realization that you are god, two things can happen.
If that witnessing awareness that realized it's godhood has been sufficiently distilled through the process of alchemy, so that the lead of ego has burned away so all that is left is the gold of that pure awareness of radiant love, then you get a benevolent enlightened being.
If that witnessing awareness has not been through the alchemical process once it realizes it is god you get a megalomanic.
That is who is running the show right now.
Awareness is not curative, rather alchemization is curative.
All of the secret societies know their power, but as Pink Floyd said "you reach for the secret too soon." You can't know the secret too soon, or else the secret will destroy you. Historically, that is why in all forms of magic, whether you were training a wizard, witch or shaman, the vetting process of a mystics apprentice is a very careful thing. What is the default setting inside that consciousness? It is determined in the initiations whether it has the capacity to receive the secret and be benevolent with it or not.
What are the default settings of our religious and world leaders?
You are the immortal, untouchable, infinite, absolute state of consciousness experiencing eternity through the lens of a finite mind.
Operate in the story but see it for what it is.
It can be a brutal journey to facet the diamond of consciousness, but once you see that you are just a character in a play, it is liberation. Participate in personal alchemy and you will be a benevolent character in the play.
